today was a bad day i guess
well let me start with saturday
saturday was Kit's birthday party, she picked me up so we could set up for it and stuff. it was like a little kid party haha it was SOO FUN. there was a slide an obstacle course that we had relay races with, snow cones, and like beads to make jewelry it. my team lost! hahah at least we won in tug-or-war
i was having a really fun normal time with bea and then dee came late and they started to like whisper and be all secretive again!
i was so annoyed... then when dee left i asked bea what was wrong and why they were lying to me on friday and bea said she couldnt tell me. atleast that wasnt a lie.... because yeah dee's sister , car told me what it was.... but no 1 has to know i know.
sunday was sunday. boring as hell
then today
dee didnt say hi
bea and i were normal and our usual selves
later, dee and i were normal again... i dono we are all weird like that
in scuplture i was using a blade to cut this cardboard thing and my thumb was in the way and i was cutting really fast down sooo yeah, i like cut through my nail it wasnt pretty
i cried and i usually dont cry!
aw alvaro... he ran down to get the nurse for me and he kept asking me if i was okay aww
so yeah i failed my bio test for sureeeeee
that is all.
goodbye
xx
starting with
mrs. medwin's class 2nd grade
IF you want pictures ask me hahaha
Jeffrey Diamond- 2nd grade. I had a HUGE crush on him. My brother told him he wore funny pants. I agreed, but i didnt want to admit it. He was so cute and I was like IN LOVE. He asked me to marry him. Thinking that I was so cool in front of these two girls, I said "haha NO WAY!" that was the end.
Stuart- 4-6 grade. GINORMOUS crush like GARGANTUAN! We had talked on the phone EVERY NIGHT about like dirty stuff! it was intense hahaha. We used to be on a swim team together and I would go for him and whenever i saw his mom's car anywhere id get sooo excited to see him! When my brother became friends with him in 5th grade and my brother was in 6th, Stuart started to sleep over! We hung out so much and we played hide and go seek and we had so much fun. Until, he finally chose Milly over me in 6th grade. I had never known that he liked Milly at all, but he did and he chose her and that was the first time me and Milly had ever fought. They went out on and off until the end of last year. We are still friends and he loves me as a friend i guess and him and milly, they dont really talk at all anymore...
Sean- alana's cousin, we talked and talked and talked. we liked eachother, nothing ever really happened there.but every time he comes back into town, hes always talking to me
Steven- 7th grade. FIRST real boyfriend. really popular, funny, cute. said he "loved" me. it was a cute awkward relationship. until, Dan...
I told Steven and I broke up with him. He never had stopped liking me, we talked alot after dan as if we were still going out and we wrote to eachother over the summer and everything then one day it just stopped, now we are awkward, casual, friends
Dan- 7th grade My FIRST hook up. Also at the same time as my FIRST boyfriend, Steven. aka, i cheated on Steven for Dan. Dan was the HOTTEST guy i had ever seen. I saw him walking by me when i was eating breakfast at a resort when i was on a vacation in arizona haha yeah random, huh
he was SO hot and when i saw him i KNEW i HAD to have him. blue eyes, pale skin, dark brown flippy straight hair and red lipss mmmm!
DELISH! so if you want the full play-by-play my amazing Dan story ask me!
sadly, i dont regret the cheating at all. we never really talked again actually. not really just a little.
Nicky - i had a huge crush on him in 7th grade. he didnt like me back. surprise, surprise he liked that same oily slut.then he moved away
Tate- 10th grade when i was in 8th, cute artsy blonde hair blue eyes i had the biggest crush on him. we talked alot, we still do alot but im over him now . nothing serious ever really happened with him
Ryan- summer of 8th grade., he was in 7th. SECOND makeout. He was SO hawwttt and ALL the girls in my grade wanted to hook up with him, especially me. so one day we went to see a movie, and hooked up. he was SO nervous. it was awkward... then end , really.
Alessandro - summer of 8th grade. THIRD makeout. he wasnt very hot , at all , really. i was desperate. at camp. he was italian. he had an accent. he came to florida and wanted to see me. i blew him off.
Clint- summer of 8th grade- i saw him at the pool in vermont. i wanted him the second i saw him. we walked. me alana and my sister talked to him. when alana went back home, my sister and i went to the movies with him. it was alot of fun. later we told eachother we liked eachother and he told me he wished he would have kissed me. we talk alot still more now, recently. but as the summer is coming im not sure i still want to as much
Billy- this year, 9th grade, hes in 11th tate's cousin actually. i wanted him also. got him. got him too quickly though. we went to the movies after knowing eachother for like 2 weeks, we kissed, then he asked me t be his girlfriend. stupidly i said yes. it was too much to handle and i hated having a boyfriend HATED so after he came over (IT WAS THE MOST AWKWARD THING IN THE WORLD) we made out. I said HASTA LA VISTA youre a terrible kisser.
broke up with him the next day.
hopefully there will be many more
BUT NOT MORE BOYFRIENDS
i hate those.
i am making a collage of them
weird huh?
yes super
Adding on... boyfriend to-be's
Alex Pettyfer
actor
movies: Alex Rider: Operation Stormbreaker
Joseph Jonas
singer/actor
Trent Ford
actor/model
movies ive seen with him: How to Deal & She Gets What She Wants
my brother's friends just left to go to get frosty's at wendy's? haha so theyre getting me one
wooo
UGH I GOT A FREAKIN C- ON MY FREAKIN ESSAY. THANK GOD I CAN REWRITE IT BUT UGHHH!
ah at school francisco went out of his way to talk to me!
and so did the german kid!
and alvaro kept asking me if i was okay in sculpture because i was stressed out!
anyway
today after school me dee, bea, maria, adi, milly, and car went to GAMEWORKS!!!!! woooo!!!!!! hahahaa it was so much fun! when we were getting into the car sasha and her new followers were walking by and i screamed "WOO GAMEWORKS!" to get them jealous hahahahaa it was really funny...
dee and bea kept being SO ANNOYING like so0o0o exclusive and clique(y) together it pissed me off so i just went with the rest of the group and decided to have fun with them!
then bea and dee realized and they split up so bea and i played this sharky game for like 20 minutes ahaaa
then we all decided we would go to my house and watch a movie and eat and hang out. on the way, bea and dee were in the backseat talking in like hushed voices it was SOO ANNOYING! then when we got to dee's house bea made up this hainous lie that she would have to get picked up at dee's house instead of mine because her mom HAD TO pick her up in 15 minutes only at dee's house (EVENTHOUGH DEE AND I LIVE ABOUT 30 SECONDS AWAY)
anyways we dropped them off, i didnt say goodbye.
soon after THEY FUCKING SHOWED UP AT MY HOUSE?
get the hell out, bitches. so i was a bitch to them the whole time i just couldnt look at them !
ugh
BITCHES!
oh then because i was just ignoring them,dee made up another lie to go home and she was telling me it all sad and stuff and i was just like "k.bye." and i didnt even look at her then me and maria and milly just laughed and walked away
BITCHES i hate them
then they left and car was the only one here and we had fun i showed her my love, ALEX PETTYFER :D mm DELISH
then
my brothers friends came over
and javi was like squeezing my leg
ughhhhh hes so beautiful
and benny
is so gorgeoussssssss
hahah ok sorry im done
I NEED TO FINISH MY B/F LIST
weird
terrible
amazing
retarted
day.
right now i have some friends over but i just wanted to show im alive! haha
ill talk more about my day and EVERYTHING and make the freakin boyfriend list which ive been meaning to do for ever! haha sowwy =(( ill be back on soon
xoxo
so life with my friends going AWESOMELY!
problems:
1. kit will NOT stop talking about these two guys that shes OBSESSED WITH and saying the same things about them over and over blah blah its just pissing me off i wanna tell her to shut up!
2. i forget
umm so i got a REALLY REALLY cute new dress today
uh
thehottestguyinmywholeschoollikereallyre
GermanTALKEDtometoday!!!!!!!!
like HEstartedthewholeconversation!
eee!
BEFORE SCULPTURE class Nick was trying to get alvaro to come with him to get food at the Caf but i pulled alvaro away and we walked together to class and we had like a close conversation in the room alone and i want to text him like heeey cuz i dont know hes so sweet and un-awkward and he doesnt follow nick like the rest of them do and i dont know if i like him! but ahhhh <3 hahah
then my brother's friend, david who i "went to the formal with" well ill tell more about him in my BOYFRIEND LIST edition ahaha , he wrote on my wall on facebook saying he "wanted me to be the score keeper of the lacrosse team" CURIOUSSS! (weird) anyway
hmm what else? uh this girl in my grade
who is oily and gross and she is a slut is "talking" to like the most desired "hottest" guy in school!
its not fair WHY DO THE SLUTS GET EVERY GUY!??!?!? die die die.
P.S. MARCH 7 - JONAS BROTHERS CONCERT
AND
I
AM
GOING
TO
FUCKING
MEET
THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HOLY CRAP
i shoould finish my homework
&& start on the boyfriend list
XOOXOX
so the rest of my weekend I was pretty antisocial ahah
its not that I couldnt be social its that i chose not to be
I dono i like just chilling at my house doing nothing! weirddd huh?
so i went on my bike omg my bike is SO cute
I dont know if this works but... theres a pic
Anyway I rode my bike with my MOM AND HER FRIENDS!!!!! IM SUCH A LOSER! hahaha we went to the art festival. i got dip n' dots, an iced lemonade, and kettle corn! haha it was amazing. So on my way back, it started to POUR RAIN! POUR POUR POUR!!!!!
yes, its was POURING! so anyway, i survived, got home and then i changed and then i went shopping and out to dinner with my mom and my sister
MY DAD IS IN CHINA FOR TWO WEEKS!
we ate at my favorite restaurant , then came home and watched this weird movie , i fell asleep, i always do.
Monday since there wasnt school i basically didnt do ANYTHING i went to kinko's with Alana (my neighbor across the street) we are organizing this fund raiser. its going to be like a huge party at a club, and we have to organize like the whole thing, then i came home and basically did nothing really....
Today at school I found out that
1. Hilary has an interview with uh a modeling agency? what the hell. what THE hell!!!!!
2. oh my god. oh my god. oh my god. FRANCISCO AND ISA HOOKED UP OVER THE FREAKIN WEEKEND!!!!!!!!!!
3. surprisingly i wasnt TOO upset... its just the fact that in 7th grade she followed me EVERYWHERE and now shes liek a wanna-be spanish person (eventhough she is) and he is spanish and he prob thinks shes like all spanish spanish and UGH i cant explain it! okay!??! BUT IM NOT UPSET!
yeah i dono thats pretty much it.
Then it was raining so i couldnt play tennis, so my tennis coach picked me up from school and we went to my house and worked out instead while watching "saved by the bell" BEST SHOW OF LIFE!
i was eavesdropping on my brother's conversation with his friend ahaha and i just feel really bad for my brother the only girl he ever loved is gigi out of the many, many, many girls he has been with , he stayed with gigi for like a year and a half until all of the older guys wanted to get with gigi last year it basically ended. ever since then, shes been leading him on, they hooked up a couple times but then she goes back to this other guy and then comes back to him and so on, and i just feel bad for him and i want to strangle her! and hes trying to get over her by finding another girl, but he says he doesnt like anyone! i need to help him get over her!
sorry if that's confusing im just really protective over my older brother! as he is of me... but in a different way i guess hahaha
hmm yeah so i should finish homework cuz i wanna watch LIFE OF RYAN AND MILLIONARE MATCHMAKER!
SEEEYUH!
xoxox
i dont have much to say
except i think i binge cuz during the week i dont eat that much and then the weekend rolls along and uh i eat like the house!!!!!
so
what i did today
Bea slept over last night so we hung out in the morning (watched tv) she woke up at like 9 and i woke up at 10... she tried waking me up but i just didnt hahaaa
Her mom came to pick her up, she threw a fit because of something her mom said (again)
I watched some more tv, then at 12:30 my tennis coach picked me up and we went to watch a tennis match . I was scoping for hotties
Spotted: south african blonde hottie on the UM tennis team
it seems wherever i go i cant go to without searching for hot boys, its a disease
what else? i came home to being my lazy self again. played the sims for a little fell asleep while watching 16 candles, best movie EVER
clint, (this guy that i met on a vacation, went to the movies with him , we didnt hook up or kiss or anything but later we told eachother we should have but it didnt matter because he was leaving the next day) lives like 4 hours away, and my school was playing his school in lacrosse and he is on the team, and so is my brother and he really REALLY wanted me to go, but i didnt
cuz
its
4
hours AWAY! i mean COMON!
but anyway he was upset, now i think i am
over
him
i dono sometimes random and i mean RANDOM stuff turns me off about guys
and
i
just get
over it!!!!!!!!!
okay the end
xoxoox
okay so i know i wanted to finish out my week but whatever ill just start on valentine's day :D
I woke up and I put on a red collared shirt on and another pink collared shirt over the red one that has puffy sleeves and white jeans. I was very festive! HAHA
It was grandparent's day so after World Civ and after P.E., my granparents came to this long assembly thing for the grandparents with singing and dancing the whole mood today was so HAPPY!
They came after to my science class and then went to my brother's english class when I had lunch.
The HOT Israeli water polo team was at school today so I spent a lot of time walking by them over and over again hmm obvious muchhh?!
haaha so anyhoo
valentine? NO psh
francisco? uh so i had gotten a lollipop in my art class and it tasted terrible but I thought it was a cute lollipop so i just held it hahaha so he is talking to this girl (isa) in my grade and I am talking to my friends like a couple feet away and he goes "september!" and then i go "hey!" and then i go and talk with them and then shes like "oh! i love those lollipops!" and i say "ew,they suck" then francisco is like "haha and it has a hair on it, nasty" obvi it was my hair!!!!! so i play it cool! and i said "haha that would be my hair i cant help that i am shedding!" and then he was like "hahahaaaahaaa you're shedding" so then i went to go throw the lollipop out and then i come back and im like "so who's your valentine" and i could tell he either didnt have one or just didnt want to tell me so i was like again, "do you have a valentine???!" and then he was like "yeah, duhh! you!" haha so then i was like trying hard not to get red and i just smiled and shook my head and then i was like "no seriously!" but then my friends called me over so i left ... yeah so then he left and came back to isa and he had gotten her TULIPS!!!!!!!!!! UGH UGH UGH!!! they were so cute ........ -_- . It wasnt THAT big of a surprise because they HAD hooked up at the beginning of the year but still!!!!! GRR!! so to make like a joke i was like "AWWW CAYOOOTEEEEEE! " then i turned around to my friends and rolled my eyes and made like an i-want-to-kill-her-face hahaaaaaaaaa oh im too funny
OH AND to JUST PUT THE INCING ON THE CAKE this guy, josh, a really really really hot kid who goes to a different school who asked for my number at a party and we had been "talking" until just recently i found out likes my friend hilary and is talking to her a lot and hilary is this girl who is SO UGLY in my opinion but a lot of guys are like obsessed with her UH i DO NOT SEE WHY!!!! but i was pretty MAD about that more like FURIOUS!!!!!!
HMPH !!!!!!!!
________
sooo this morning my brother's friend who i LOVEEE, benny ugh so hot ! like PRETTY like BEAUTIFUL like SOOOO HOT! he's tan and has like blacky browny beautiful curly hair and like an angular GORGEOUS GORGEOUS face and a beautiful body like skinny but toned i walked in to the TV room to watch TV and then i see that he was under the covers on a couch there and he like moves the covers and THERE HE IS! and he smiles aw and we talked and stuff blah blah blahhhhh and he flirted with me on wednesday! like we were you know talking at school and while were talking like we were you know playfully touching eachothers hands I dont know how to explain it... but yeah anyway
TRENT FORD he is SO beautiful
Maria (from sculpture) came over after school on Val Day it was a very last minute plan. we watched this weird ass movie with TRENT FORD in it and every time he came on the screen we'd squeeeeeeze eachother and screeeeam! hahaha then, Kit came over and we finished the movie and went to blockbuster and rented ANOTHER movie with him, and good luck chuck, and this movie that I have been dying to see with ANOTHER supperrr supper hot guyyyyyyyyyy and then we ate dinner, filet mignon with mashed potatoes oh my goshhh it was SOO YUMMYYY!
i was SO boycrazy last night... well, every day but its not like i WANT a RELATIONSHIP they make me want to throw up! I just want someone to fool around with for a little bit and then BE DONE with them... i dont know. maybe i just like the chase and then it gets old. i feel like i think like a boy. like how they think with their penis instead of their brain or heart or whatever . hahahaha oh well... it will keep me out of falling in love, which is a good thing
so today, there is no school, im not sure why but oh well! i think i am going to go out to lunch with my mom and then go to my tennis lesson at 3:30 and then umm i probably made plans with a friend or something... im not the best planner because i forget things easily haha so im a better last minute planner
okay hasta la vista!
xoxo
Ah, where do I start? I guess on Thursday. Thursday, Bea and Kit, and Dee put a fake like love letter into Francisco's (the boo boo that im obsessed with) locker in the mood of valentine's day and wrote all this stuff, it was funny I guess so they were all laughing about it and then they all wanted to see if he had seen it but they were scared to ask so, bold as I am hahaha, I called him over and he looked over at me and he pointed at himself like "me?" haha and I was like uhh YA! SO... then he came over to us and they told him what they did and then he was like "uhh thats not my locker!" LMAO ! hahah so they were all like screaming and stuff and he was all into it because thats just how he is UGH HE'S SO CUTE haha and he thought I was in on it too but I proudly told him i was not haha, he didnt believe me... surprise , surprise! So then we ALL went to his locker because that's just how we are and when a cute guy is talking to one of us we ALL must join in hahah wow. So, yeah then Milly slept over because her parents were out of town !
So, Friday, Francisco comes up to ME, yes, ME! Not Dee, Bea, or Kit and says "September, I never found out who's locker it was!" even though they were also RIGHT THERE AND I DIDNT EVEN HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH IT!!!! hahaha yeah whatever i think that anything that happens with him is like a huge deal... ahahaa. Then, I went to the mall with Marina and Alessandra (my friends from Brazil), Dee, and her twin sister, Cristine. It was actually a lot of fun we walked around and I got this amazing mint smoothie OMG twas SO GOOD! Then I had my cousin's wedding rehearsal dinner, My family friends went also, Jared and Massie. Massie is in 10th and Jared is in 11th AND is good friends with none other than.... drumroll PUH-LEASE, FRANCISCOO!!!! hahahahaa so I stole Jared's phone and texted him saying "hey cutie :-*" and he thought it was Jared so it was so funny ahahah but then I told him it was me and he said that I was his 3rd guess hahaha but yeah then Jared took his phone back ! GRRR ! YES, that would be my EVENTFUL friday night :D
Saturday I got my nails done and a new SUPER cute dress for the wedding (eventhough I didn't need one!) AH life was good SATUR DAY
Saturday Night, on the other hand. Sucked.
Since my whole weekend was blocked up with my cousin's wedding, Saturday was my ONLY free night(since the party for the wedding was Sunday & a little short dinner thing for it saturday night and thats it!)! AND guess what I had to do after I had to go to the dinner.... GUESS... I HAD TO GO TO THE OPERA WITH MY PARENTS! AND THEN TO A MEXICAN RESTAURANT THAT I REALLY DISLIKE!!!! ugh!!!! SO after I leave the dinner might I add I was NOT feeling well AT ALL worst cold and soar throat AND I was feeling extremely over-dressed but I was wearing the cutest Marc Jacobs dress ahhhhhh but still, NOT THE POINT! I went to the opera, Tosca. Fell asleep in the second act. Fell asleep again in the third. Fell asleep in the backseat of the car. Fell asleep AT THE RESTAURANT! Came home.... Fell asleep.
The end of my SaturNIGHT
Sunday
-12:30 p.m. the hairdresser came to my house to do my hair for the wedding party
-2:00 p.m. got ready for the wedding put on my new short, black dress with goldy big polka dots and long sleeves (it sounds ugly but its super cute)
-3:00 p.m. left to go to the wedding because we needed to be early for family pictures went in the car with my brother and my sister, my parents left about like uh 1 minute later cuz my mom took a long time to get ready but I dont understand why we took two cars... oh well
-6:00 p.m. Jared and Massie got there, we all took our seats
-6:30 p.m. crying at the wedding! me, yeah ME! I NEVER cry at weddings, but seeing them so happy made me so happy, so I cried... yes... I cried.
-7:30 p.m. cocktail hour OH MY GOD THE FOOD WAS SO AMAZING!!!! I ate SO much... hahah everytime I ate I'd say MAJOR DIET.... STARTING TOMORROW!
-8:30 p.m. danced danced danced ate ate ate danced ate talked danced haha it was so much fun with my whole family going nuts on the dance floor I made up some pretty cool moves
-11:30 p.m. wedding was practically over but I was still so pumped up and so was my brother so when we get into the car we burst techno music soo loud and we are just jamming having an amazing time that when we get home, we stayed in the car for like 10 minutes hahah
Monday, I went to school late because my mom let me sleep in a little bit because of the wedding.
When I got to school it was time to go to Assembly, I walked with Milly and guess who is theeeeeere! FRANCISCO hahah so obviously I am staring at him... DUH. And me and my friends all came up with the idea that he has like eyes in the back of his head because we CAN'T look at him without him catching us EVER! So i remembered that so I quickly looked away haha and then in my periferrals he turned like a split second after I looked away (nice save, sept!) and he waveddd!!!! HOW CUUUTEEEE hahah so then I pretended I hadn't seen him before and I go, "HEY FRANKIE!" cause I told him that I was going to call him that from Thursday on (on thursday) ahah so then he was like "hey!" and we are just talking about nicknames and this other guy named Francisco that I hate haha then I was like how about FRANCESCAAAA! and he was like haahaahah NOO! haha aw hes SUCH A BOO BOOO!!! i will eat him one day. After school, I had to stay a little bit late because my mom was doing something else and she said she would pick me up at 4:30 SO I was like UGH! i have to stay until 4:30!!!! and then Alvaro (from sculpture) was like oh me too! so we hung out and flirted and stayed after school and played this game that was fun .. he's actually really hot.... hmmmm.... hhehehehee :D
okay this is too much that I am writing but ill write more tomorrow about tuesday and today and thursdayyyyyyy!!!!! WOOO! be excited !
xoxox
september
Worst headache... EVER . They're painting my house and it smells of paint because they paint like a new room every day and I haven't been able to sleep in my own bed for 3 days because of the smell! I have been traveling from couch to couch like a freakin nomad! So AH-NNOYING. AND IM IN THE FREAKIN LIKE LIBRARY/MY HARP ROOM AND THERE IS A DUMB WASHER MACHINE MAKING ANNOYING NOISES AND DEFINITELY NOT HELPING ME WITH MY HEADACHE! It stops then STARTS ALL OVER AGAIN!
On a LIGHTER note... school was school? Today was a good social day I got to school at 4th period (my lunch period) yeah, I know LUNCH AT 10:30! Because I felt sick still so my mom let me sleep in. I get to lunch and NONE of my friends are there like it was SO weird not even my guy friends (we only have 150 kids in our grade, small school.) But anyway I just go to the library to print out my homework and T was there so she stayed with me while I printed out my stuff and yeah that was my lunch...
then I went to sculpture which was fun, I love my sculpture class. Theres Colin (hot asian), Eugene (cutie pah-tootie), Nick (major hottie, blue eyes, tan, tall and pretty brown flippy hair!), Maria (my really good friend), Alvaro (fancy pants, rico suave aaahah antonio banderas in his words) , Casale (little nick follower, kind of cute) and then another girl who I don't really know. We all get along really well and always have fun which is why sculpture is my favorite class) Nick stole my book from me that I got yesterday that I'm addicted to and last night read 200 pages of.. and he put it up his shirt and wouldn't let me get it back no matter how hard I tried haha... it was cute I guess, he's cute I guess haha... no, I know.
Maria and I were discussing about this girl, Sasha, who makes "BFFS!" and then she ditches them and makes new ones. No matter what she did to them in the past, people just keep wanting to be her friend I don't understand! Sasha had just kind of ditched Maria, she had seen it coming, but she kept being her friend and stuff and she replaced her with like this girl that Sasha had ditched and then made into a loser all of 8th grade, and now they are "BFFS!" Why and how does she do that? I'm Sasha's friend, we are good friends, but I know to keep my distance because I have seen what she does.
So 9th period rolls along which I have free this week. I hung out with Dee, Kit, Jennifer (who all the guys in my grade have a crush on), and Stacie. Me Jennifer and Stacie reminisced on our past and elementary school how we were such bitches haha and we were all thinking about 6th grade also and how we were so slutty at parties and now guys in my grade don't even dance at parties anymore its so ANNOYING they used to be so much cooler. The only guys in my grade who dance are the ones in my sculpture class and the other popular guys think they're too cool to dance at parties and they sed 2be so much fun! I try to grab them to dance but they just DON'T. EVER! I feel like as we came into highschool, that group just became less mature... its so weird.
Oh! Today, Francisco, this guy in 11th grade who is so cute and hot and I'm OBSESSED with is walking by me and my friends and he playfully hits my backpack and I'm like "Woah there!" And I look at him he is smiling at me AWWWWW he's so cute and he has an adorable colombian accent! Aw... he's a BooBoo
Hmm my terms are kind of weird I'll explain them some that I have used or probably that I am going to since I use them on a regular basis.
BooBoo- little cutie baby that I want to squeeze
LBR- Loser beyond repair
Merp- What I say when there is nothing to say but I still feel like talking
Anyhoo- Anyways....
Def- Faw shaw, definitely
AWK- AKWARD!
yeah, that's all I can think of for now...
ughh how the heck do I make my journal pretty???????! I want a pretty layout and stuff HMPH.
oh and I didn't see my camp friend last night.. Dee and I are going tonight to her hotel . I'm kind of nervous... it's going to be so awk... I've never met her parents and I don't know... her sister went to camp with us but i dont know her that well... ah whatever i will manage... I always have!
SEPTEMBER
Hiii
Today I came home early because I'm not feeling well I dont know what I have but I have SO much work to do ... I have an english essay on Antigone due tomorrow and its safe to say I haven't started. I'm just flipping out... my camp friend is visiting and she wants to take my friend and I (Dee who came to camp with me also) to go shopping with her I don't know if I should since a. I'm sick
b. I have a test tomorrow AND my english essay
BUT I can't ditch my friend... she is visiting from Brazil AND the Brazilian is kind of... well strange... so I would feel bad ditching Dee. My mom said I would only be able to go with them for an hour anyway... but still I don't know what to do... How about I just don't go back to school ever again!!!!! YES that would solve my problems no more freakin ENGLISH ESSAYS ugh! I'm so bored right now and stressed and I'm just thinking about how I should do my essay but I don't want to but I have to! I keep putting it off ugh ugh ugh thjykrthyiutehjkadyiqeyueqi...
I'm going to make a character list of my friends as if my life was a book ok here it goes.
(p.s.) these aren't their real names but how I refer to them in my livejournal
FRIENDS
Milly: My number 1 best friend FOREVER. She is ALWAYS there for me no matter what like I know it sounds cliche but it is the truth. I take her for granted I think... She always puts up with my moods and annoyances, and basically agrees with me on almost everything. We also have so much fun together and we are so alike except for the fact that she is 10 times nicer and more tolerant than I am. I didn't realize until highschool how important it is to have someone like her. She has brownish/blackish hair, big brown eyes and she is tan and has a pretty sporty body, she is like 5'7... just to get an image ill add descriptions because that is just how bored I am, haha.
Kit- Kit is one of my best friends, at school Kit, Milly and I are the 3 Musketeers. She has alot of mood swings, like me and we both butt heads a lot since we both have strong personalities. Kit is always there to help me with my problems and we like have deep conversations. Kit has dirty blonde straight hair, an upturned nose, really light blue eyes and she is like 5'6 , like me. Kit always puts herself down, I used to think it was lack of confidence, but I am beginning to think she is just fishing for compliments...
Bea- Bea is one of my really good friends and we hang out together with Dee, Milly, Kit, and T . Bea always has something to say. I can usually tell what she is thinking from her facial expression. Bea and I have so much fun together, we like to do the weirdest things but whatever we are doing we are always having fun. Bea is really smart and witty and she seems so above it all, sometimes making me feel below it all... and she is always wearing the cutest clothes. Bea I feel is obsessed with Dee... Whenever Bea and I get into fights we can NEVER talk it out because she has very strong opinions and we end up just saying we should forget about it. Bea is gorgeous... and she knows it too. Bea has dark, dark, dark brown silky long hair and big brown eyes and a ski slope nose , she is very petit she is about 5'3.
Dee- Dee and I are very alike, we are crazy and fun, and sometimes just want to be alone and we are both OBSESSED with boys... we believe our hormones are going crazy. Sometimes I feel like Dee talks a lot about mee behind my backs... I mean, who doesn't? But I don't know I dont talk about my friends behind their backs but i know it because she will be talking about someone and then she is nice to their face... I have just been noticing that recently but whatever. Dee and I go to camp together and have a lot of fun because we feel like sisters and we are always thinking the same things. Dee has dirty blonde wavy really pretty wavy hair, and side bangs. She has brown eyes and a really pretty smile. She is 5'8 and has an amazing body although she doesn't believe so...
T- T is sooooooooo nice. T never takes sides in people's arguments or gets into anyone's drama and she is always smiling. I don't know why anyone would ever say anything wrong about her. T is a guy's girl... she just has a way with guys and they all love her. Everybody loves T. She is like 5'5 and has an AMAZING skinny body and long brown super straight hair and brown eyes and freckles and an angular pretty face.
Well this is my inner circle of my chicas I guess... I want to write about my siblings...
SIBLINGS
My brother, Leet- My older brother is so much fun, we get along so well and we do everything together. He is the football party boy basically of the school although he is only in 10th grade, he seems to own the rest of the school. My brother's friends... ah yes now THAT is a subject to talk about. My brother's friends are all so much fun and yeah... theyyyyy want meeee... ahhahaha just kidding but they are all (well not all, but most) gorgeous and they love me ... (yeah, I know that is annoying of me to say but its the truth haha) so this is where my boy life comes in... let me just say my brother is SO PROTECTIVE OF ME, and the problem is that my brother's friends are scared of HIM. Therefore, they would never date me. Perks:
A. I did once overhear them saying "September is really hot because she is like off limits,"
B. They ask me questions that they wouldn't before like "Do you think your brother would kill me if we hooked up?"
C. I've got ALL the connections
D. They all get jealous when I have a boyfriend... which is hilarious to watch
E. I know exactly what they think about every girl
F. SLEEPOVERS! haahaaa
Anyway... having an older brother sometimes does suck like it IS really annoying when they put their arms around me and hug me because of the fact that they like my brother to beat them up? you know what ? I don't even see the point in them making my brother angry in the first place...
My little sister Midge- 7th grader We always say that if we weren't sisters, we would be best friends. We are so alike we always laugh at the dumbest things that no one else would think are funny and no one else does... we are so crazy together. I am worried about her sometimes though... she is kind of a big brat and her friends at school are ALL bitches , her grade is just terrible and I want her to stand up for herself, and being such a big brat at home I dont really understand why she would have ANY trouble at all standing up to her friends at school...
and then there is ME
What is there to say? Nothing really.... Im the middle child, therefore the one who is always caught in between the older and the younger who hate eachother.... yeah if you want to know anything ill tell you but right now i MUST work on my english essay once and for all.
Ciao
Today was a very stressful day at school. Since I am in 9th grade, today we had to plan out the classes that we are going to be taking for the REST of our highschool career. I told my advisor I didn't want to do it and that I need my parents to help me because what the heck is AP American Government? What THE HECK IS ECONOMICS? I am clearly not ready to make these decisions on my own. My advisor was so FANNOYING about it too he was like "SOMETIMES YOU HAVE TO DO THINGS YOU DONT WANT TO!" WAS HE EVEN LISTENING TO ME? I SAID I NEEDED MY PARENTS ugh what a dipshit...! Anyway, I got mad and I guess I raised my voice at him heh heh and he laughed obviously he was embaressed BECAUSE HE'S SUCH A NOOB! Ugh everyone today was fussing about getting into the honors classes and AP classes and I didn't get into honors OR AP not that I was expecting to but people just got on my nerves about it! I told them to calm down but I guess I feel like I failed myself why did I have to GET ALL C'S in the first quarter why did I fail myself and do so badly? Everyone is just so competetive and I just don't have that competetive side in me.
Anyway, socially my life is going great, I guess... I just made up with my friends, Dee and Bea who I had been mad at because I am really close to both of them but I feel like whenever Bea is with me, we have a great time and when Dee comes Bea ditches me and is obsessive over Dee, because this year they decided to be "best friends" AND I FEEL LIKE THEY'RE ALWAYS TALKING BAD ABOUT ME! Maybe I am just paranoid because they did talk bad about me one time... when I was going out with my ex, G, who was in 11th grade. I don't know what made them start to get mad about it but they were just ranting on how I was stuck up about it which I know that I was not at all, and how I started being rude, and all this unnecessary stuff that just really hurt me... I thought maybe it was just jealousy so I didn't want to make a big deal about it so I never said anything about it... also because I found out this stuff because I went onto Bea's facebook and read their thread... I know I wasn't supposed to... I shouldn't have... there are somethings people just aren't supposed to see. I guess that is one of them. I broke up with him about 5 days later I just had enough, so I ended it... also he was a terrible kisser...
Yeah so my mom is getting mad that I'm at the computer since they just painted here and she doesn't want me to smell it anymore plus I really need to work on my english essay ugh I'm screwed... TTYL
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